ChaosSkye

I felt a gust air brush my leg I went to investigate and saw his coat on a peg He hugged me from behind, I felt his chest shaking He had startled me so much, I was quaking He placed me down, I turned and gave him a gentle slap He bent over and gave my head a tap It’s hard on us, that I can’t hear But because of that, he’s always near

I held his hand as tears started to form His hand was nice and warm I manage to croak out “I love you” Then he broke down in tears, “I love you too.” The world started to go black, and a single white light It hurt my eyes; it was so bright I smiled and a tear slowly fell down my face, ‘Please god, don’t make me leave this place’

The hurtful words bounced around my head The same deadly song filled me with dread Then he came home, called out my name For some odd reason, it’s never the same I felt his arms wrap around me, stroking my hair His voice was gentle, soft and full of care It doesn’t matter if I can’t see I have him, and he has me

I groaned in annoyance, the inevitable coming closer They are so boring, such a poser The fluttering of the eyelashes, the expensive clothes I attempt to keep calm, stay composed As they throw themselves at men, they have no self-respect I roll my eyes at myself, what do I expect? He loops his arm through my own, claiming we’re together I tug on his jacket, wanting to get out of the bitterly cold weather As we walked inside the school, stomping our feet to remove the snow I got a devious idea, and prepared to go I stood on the balls of my feet and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek As I bolted away I heard a yell of, “G

I find it cute the way you steal glances at me It somehow always makes me giddy with glee When we catch each other's eye It gives me a brief moment of feeling high I think the way you gush about things is adorable Some people might think it’s intolerable When I first noticed you It never hit me that it would be the start of something new Even should I hear your wedding bell For you, in a heartbeat I would go through hell For you and I Are two of a kind

Happy faces In lonely places Silent screams Hidden behind joyful dreams Beautiful colours On cozy flower comforters You play soft music Keeps me from loosing it Your soft smiles Makes me want to stay a while Silent fears Often cause pouring tears Difficult reasons Can leave us in ruins Your compassion Sometimes makes me ashen Your empathy Usually drives me crazy Just so you know, No matter the distance my feelings for you will only grow.

I lay in bed. contemplating my life Wondering why do I deal with so much strife I stop and think of the one I love He seems like an angel, sent from above We trust one another, no need to fret And if I needed someone, he’d be there I bet No one cares they’d often taunt Even as my figure slowly became more gaunt I smiled and ignored them, even though they fueled my deepest fears And when I got home, locked myself away and shed tears The sorrow and doubt that they planted in my mind Wondering how so many of my friends could be so blind And they’d ask me what’s wrong, why aren’t you happy anymore I’

I have a fondness for all the seasons, The autumn has a certain magic to it Maybe it has to do with the leaves changing colours and jumping into the newly-raked piles Perhaps the cool wind tickling my face, and the spice smells drifting on the breeze Maybe it just has to do with him after all, we became friends in the fall I love the summer All the multi-coloured flowers being in full blossom The refreshing feeling of the ocean at the beach on a hot day We fangirled about nerdy and geeky stuff at the end of school The spring is special too The relaxing sound of the rain pounding on my window The grass and flowers slowly peeking o